Bomaderry was b e a u tiful
i read animal farm in train

i spend today  reading Charlotte’s blog
if that is indeed her name
she’s a sex worker
she lives in washington
and she doesn’t really need the money
what she does defines her
i envy her life
bizarre

3rd time i find anyone’s writings so incredibly alive
3rd time i spend my days reading someone’s blog from front to end
3rd time i read something more than once
Sher
Zofia
and Charlotte

i wonder how many more people are out there
alive
awake
aware

i feel i’m weird
and they are all normal
i feel i’m missing on life

FLA?
sustainable relationships?
charlot’s boyfriend(s)?

i’ll go to back to sleep soon