i never regret anything past
i procrastinate a lot
i talk too much…most of it non sense
i never do anything self less
i like wine
i generally hate beer
well, except for erdinger
i like to believe that there’r bibsi rivers in heaven

if god existed among us today
what would I ask?

nothing of substance i suppose

i meet Andy today
a 75 years old dutch-man
he did what i do for Lynn for about 10 years
10 years is heck of a long time

i see it more clearly now
i understand how it could happen
that wont be me
i just know that much

today
i feel blank
i wonder sometimes
if i really care about my sorroundings
if i really mind being here
if i really mind being me
it’s about me
and i have to make it about me
once this moment is gone
it will never come back
 
i need to find someting

Time ruins everything.
Irréversible

When things can’t get get any worst, they will.
When things are going well, something will go wrong.
When things appear to be going better, you have overlooked something.
Laws of Project Management

i mentioned to her i miss driving
next thing you know i’m driving in Sydney

what is it that you want?
identify, ask and you shall get it

it’s getting cold
cold as in i have to wear two socks over one and other
cold as in i wear two tshirts and a polo shirt on top
while i have my sport jacket over
cold as in my cheeks become cherry red
cold as in i’m shivering whole night long
under two heavy blankets

as for sher
i said i wont let it get ugly
and it got bad
i said i will stay only as long as she wants me to
and she didnt really wanted me to
there was no escape
i didnt wanna do this again
not in a million years
but i just cant let her hate me
not sher
anyone but not sher

after avicenna
things were never the same as before
maybe she didnt let it
maybe i didnt try enough
she knew it and i knew it
but i dont think
if i was given the chance
i would have done anything differently
with avicenna that is

everything i held so dear
disappeared without a trace

i’m rediscovering myself
how did i ever come so far

sorry it didn’t work out
i’ve been whispering in agony for few days now
I just wanted to make her happy
I did everything but that i suppose
it’s been a goodbye day since i got on the plane
just a long goodbye day
cause it’s just impossible to say goodbye to her

i thought i could get to B from A
i thought i could lead it all the way
and now i’m stuck at C
somewhere far away
wondering how did it ever come so far away
life has a way of making other plans
looking back though
i drove myself here
just me, myself and I

how did it ever got here?

it’s getting cold
the cold is getting to my bones
when did it become cold?

Il n y a pas d’amour, il n’y a que des preuves d’amour.
Jean Cocteau

You don’t need to win anyone’s heart, you just need to ask for it.
thirteen

i dont want a really excellent roommate
i want love
i want harmony
i want peace
i want family
i want silence
i want sex
i want success
i want knowledge
i want god
i want laughter
i want happiness
i want meaning
i want colour