i’m grateful to her
i really enjoy psychology
i think if it wasn’t for mark , i would have liked it much more

has she been faithful?
does she have any ego defense mechanism?
do i have any?
i know a couple of times I’ve been tempted here
but i stopped my self from being places ,
from being with people,
and my only explanation to myself was her
then at nights,
i just hugged my pillow thinking of her,
cause it just wouldn’t be fair to her any other way

would she be honest?
or like first time around i’m living a lie again
i’m tired.