Christmas is just around the corner!
This year was a roller coaster of highs … lows… and speed bumps!
but I think my life is coming together finally…
I don’t know, it was one of those years ….

Now? now, for once in my life, I feel happy! happy as in getting up in the morning and smiling for no good reason happy!
and usually with a hard one! hahahaha

I love my new job! well , it’s not so new now! but still! i never thought this day will come!
I started looking for her… and I got to know Em, I don’t know her well yet,
but she seems beautiful! inside and out!

I got my residency finally, so I can stay here indefinitely! or will I? Who knows!
I’m off to KL in 2 weeks time to see the family. been a while! and i miss them all!

I’m going to Canberra to meet Em for the first time in 2 days time! Mad? Maybe! Recipe for disaster? Maybe!
6 hours of drive, worth it? definitely!

All I know is I’m tired of sitting around and waiting for things to just happen….
I have to try, I have to find her!

and I will wait for you! I don’t know who you are, and I don’t know where you are,
but I know you are out there! and I will wait for you!
I won’t settle any more for anything less than you!

awkward bananas!

coolio… ciao.

So I’ll be bold
As well as strong
And use my head alongside my heart
So tame my flesh
And fix my eyes
That tethered mind free from the lies

But I’ll kneel down
Wait for now
I’ll kneel down
Know my ground

Raise my hands
Paint my spirit gold
And bow my head
Keep my heart slow

Cause I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you