we search for happiness… but happiness is an illusion
we search for love… but love is an illusion
we search for companionship… but true friendship is an illusion
we are all looking for something real… but the truth is just an illusion in our realities.
The truth lays outside of my reality and I’m confined by what seems real to me.
It ended as simple as it had started and I realized I don’t know a thing about what I really want.
I always thought someone like her would be the ultimate dream… no drama, no nonsense , no battle.
we lived together for almost a year but there was always something missing.
I had fooled myself that I’m happy, that this is what I always wanted.
Maybe she wasn’t the right person, that is if there is such a thing as the right person. Maybe it would all make more sense if it was with that right person. I’m searching. Searching for something real. Something beyond what I can feel.
But what if there is nothing real in my reality?