standing in middle of the crowded sidewalk
he looked around and sighed
he had put far too many years
seemed as if it’s gonna rain
“can pray but it wont stop the rain” mumbled to himself
he reached for the single cigarette he had took off Jane earlier
even though he hated smoking ,
he lit it with the same lighter he had used to burn his contract
popped the collar of his raincoat
and faded into the crowd

i want a whopper
k maybe more like a double whopper with cheese and bibsi
i want house
a couple of new episodes will do
i want a real house too
cause i really miss having a room with four walls and a door
no i dont want anything fancy
a cool place with good friendly people
even kristin’s place will do if  people there are nice
even though the place is tiny and probably older than my grandma
if people are cool and somehow the place becomes magically fully furnished
i would take it
i want it to happen somehow
i wanna enjoy and have fun with my classes this coming semester
am i asking for too much?
been a while since i actually wanted anything.
things been mehhish….even…
but now i WANT

that’s all!

You are at an intersection and see a pedestrian crossing the road into which you are
turning. You must –
– Sound your horn and hope they get out of your way.
– Swerve around the pedestrian to avoid hitting them.
– Speed up to scare them.
– Give way to the pedestrian.

fin
?

Mind is empty; it is no-thing. It exists only in its ideas, and these again are no-things. Only the ideas are immanent, embodied in their examples. And the examples are, again, no-thing.

Gregory Bateson, Mind And Nature

• people sitting in my usual sit in an empty bus
• treating food like a quick fix
• Lynn refering to mothers whom had cesarean as ” too posh to push”
• my human resource management final exam tomorrow
• people working for “the dark side”
• the look I get from people while eating my nails
• Jean Luc Godard
• Germany loosing to serbia
• rotten persimmon
• things Simon goes on about all  day long